2 months later

This song explains like no other, how I felt, and all the things I went through, 2 months ago tonight. You’ve definitely flipped me upside down, and back again. Even though you insist I give you too much credit for things, I believe you don’t give yourself enough. I wish I would have had the foresight and wisdom to have seen this coming, but I also wish you had the maturity and respect to have said something.

That aside, I am still interested in staying friends with you. No, I’m not creepy. Yes, I want my things back, things that hold many memories for me, and of which you should no longer need to hold onto. Please do, feel free to stay in contact with me. Bitterness and disappointment being over, you need not worry about having sad/angry discussions with me.

This is posted on a private group I created when I made this LJ account, which holds only your name, feel free to reply to it.

Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can’t look
It’s killing me
And taking control

Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I’m Mr. Brightside

Author: Jason Zajdel

Learning as I go along. It's an awesome ride. =-)