Nothing makes you feel as if “everything is going to be alright, life will go on”, as that feeling when you have enough in your checking account to pay rent for the next 6 months, all bills are paid off, 75% of your income is disposable… and a full tank of gas.
I dunno, the last 2 months for me have sucked.. bad. I’ve felt as if I have lost everything. Very few things in my life are the same as they were 20 months ago.. everything else reminds me of her. Hell, I cannot even go to Jack in the Box anymore. I guess this happens when you try to put someone into your life, family and all.
But I dunno.. things are looking up. Things are going to be alright. I have a full tank of gas. Don’t bother with your rent, don’t bother with your bills, don’t bother with other people and their drama. Nothing in life is as important as a full tank of gas. (remember I said that!)